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I feel so soulless these days. I feel like something has been vacuumed out of my chest cavity, and that something is holding on to it.

I need something to feel. Some direct contact with someone. A slap. A kiss. A collision. I need some exchange of emotion with another person. Some inner revolution of youth, truth, and beauty.

Perhaps I shall stare in the sun. For even if I go blind, I will have had seconds-minutes, even- of pure ecstasy. I would have stared fate in the eye, and seen the world as it is. I could finally understand the environment around me; living in a state of tranquility and nirvana.