Oh no! Oh my!

OH NO! THE CALC AB/AP PLACEMENT TEST IS TOMORROW! OH MY! AMEOBA IS THE BEST PLACE IN THE WORLD!

Awkward...

I feel like I am in an awkward situation almost everyday and it is getting annoying. I wish I could have a clone of me for every awkward situation I get myself into cuz it's sooo awkward being awkward.

Jargon

Open house was tonight but I decided not to go cuz IDK. I have the same exact grade in spanish. And I took track and field photos today. Sorry, Angela if you are reading this, they are crap. I am a little rusty with the camera since I haven't taken sports photos since January and yeah. I am very glad tomorrow is a minimum day so yes!!!!

A Mirror Factory

I seriously need to get it together. Now! Everything is slowly falling apart I really need to pick up the pieces. I wish I could repeat this year all over again and fix the mistakes I made. But I can't and I have to suffer the decisions and the failure that happened to me. My grade in English is probably like a D since I got a zero on the mini-final (even though I shouldn't have gotten a zero). I have no idea how I will fix everything but I know I'm going to have to find out soon.

I realize most of my blogs are labled asdf. haha.

ASDF

Asdf.

So much is going on in my head now.

I realized it will soon be time for org tryouts and I am seriously scared about it. I really want to make PC but I have high doubts in a way. Oh well.

Sometimes I feel like I am an animal and someone puts a collar on me and then puts in the collar a twig with a string attached with some food on it. It feels that no matter how hard I work, I will never seem to reach that "A", or that promotion, or that acceptance to PC, or whatever it may be. I seriously try harder than most of the kids in my Chem class yet I get C's and B's on tests. Sometimes I wish grades were based on effort. Better yet, I wish grades didn't exist. Then maybe a student would actually want to learn a damn thing in there life. But putting this pressure on a student is ridiculous. It doesn't help for the future at all, and even if; it doesn't matter about what you know just who know. Think about anyone who is famous. They had connections not good grades. Ugh. I am going to start my Julius Caesar paragraph that even though I will probably work 3 hours on I will only get at most a B-.

Water&Fire

Here is my weekly hot/not list:
Hot:
1. Menomena's "Wet and Rusting"
2. P-Ho.
3. CD-RW's
4. Macbooks (I wish I had one)
5. Postal Service's "Brand New Colony"

Not:
1. Ms. Arreola
2. Multi-cultural show
3. CL
4. pop-ups
5. Julius Caesar

These are the fruits and banes of my life as of the week of 3/17/07.

It's Gettin' Harder

Did you ever have the worst week ever?
Did you ever have the hangover to the worst week ever?
It's worse than the worst week ever. It has all the bad crap from the week before and now additional crap. Ugh.

In other news I was kicked off the softball field cuz I almost touched the ball. Geez base/softball is so retarded. Why should it still be in play if it is out? IDK. Then this bitch next to me and Jenny was having a field day about it and bitching about it. No one seemed to let it go. Not even when we left. Ugh. And the heat was a mother. Jenny is interesting.

My throat hurts. And nothing seems to be helping. And the fact we have no water in my house doesn't help.

I seriously hate the research project. And I convinced myself that I hate my job. And I hate all the workers. They're hicks.

And I know exactly who to blame this on. Since I am co-president of the IHC club.

There was something I was going to add but I can't seem to remember.